April 2010
my idol.
♥
For some reason
I’m really exhausted.
I had a nap and coffeee todayyy tooo.
I went to sleep an hour after I got home lol. I put on shorts just for Joelle’s wake up call <3.
That’s how you know you I love you, I put on shorts for you<3
Lmfaaaooo. Anyway. Pass out time is noaw <3
my life. →
I like how
people say Justin Bieber doesn’t know anything about love.
When they’re just as old as him, lol.
Age fail.
Sahrry to break it to you, but he’s 16. Sooo.
And he’s just like Aaron Carter. Except Aaron was bettterr♥
I HATE HATE HATE GIRLS
UGHUGHUGH
Seriously you’re all pissing me off today. I’m about to delete my facebook for good.
Infact, I am once I graduate. And I’ll start off fresh and new. I don’t want to talk to any of the fucks I knew in port shitmond. Speciallyyyy the girls. Girls everywhere suck.
I TOLD YOU he was a dick. and I told you JUST MOVE ON FROM HIM. You weren’t even in an ACTUAL...
Seriously
This “ending your life thing” seems to be more tempting as the days go by.
Why are my parents so hurtful
“As the days keep turning into night, now I see clearly
It’s you I’m looking...”
– All my days - Alexi Murdoch
Wellll.
I was so sick this morning. I think it was sickness + lack of sleep. I couldn’t breathe without it hurting my throat. Plus that one nostril was all stuffy >=[
Soooo I stayed home and went to sleep again. Woke up, made some toast and tea♥
I watched Observe and Report, which was a really good movie haha. Then took some mucinex so hopefully that’ll clear me up. I think I gave my mom...
“My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I...”
– Mr. Darcy. <3
I feel awful
Now that the day is practically over.
I can’t breathe at all. My throat is sore and moving is really painful.
i still need to do government homework.
I got the sick people set up goin’ on, Idk if I’m legit sick or it’s just allergies/sinuses. I had a slight fever earlier, but now I feel cooler. Kaitlin was saying I should stay home, but idk. I really should go to...
i love being forgotten about
and not cared for
stuck on staten island while the rest of my family is all in jersey
i didnt get to see my grandp arents, my aunts and uncles, my great aunts, no one.
i didnt even get a real basket
i stuck with the person i hate most
myself
on and off breakdowns are always fun
i really just wish one person, just one person
would care
Pretty sure I'm the unloved child.
This year, for Easter, I got three pieces of chocolate, and a giftcard to barns and nobles for 25 bucks.
They figured. “Hey, We don’t give a shit about Mariah, give her basically whatever the fuck you find lying around =D”
I don’t think I’ve ever been so upset in my life.
Also, #fact no one can see you crying in the shower, so it’s perfect for that. Let me...
